When you become a mother,you would know what I mean. that you are no longer the center of your universe.Last year for me was the toughest time of my life, The hardest decision I made. I let my child go with his dad in another country in Abu Dhabi,UAE far away from me. Back then I had my doubts but for the sake of my child, It was his future that I think of the most. He was very young, his only 8 and now he is enjoying every moment of his life there and definitely he misses me and I miss him too!
Every time we talk on Skype or in Facebook, all he brag about his recent adventures, Travels, what he ate this morning, what toy his Aunties and his Dad bought for him and dream about travelling the world. even bragging about the stamps on his passport. He is full of life, hopes and dreams, and I could't take that away from him. Sometimes when people ask questions of how I make decisions like that, I really don't expect much to people to understand me like I have to explain my part because only I and God knows everything. I'm talking about simply being a mum and I'm proud of many things and I'm truly blessed.
My mother always say that I'm one of the most resilient woman she knows, because even if I have a stressful and bad day, I'm able to bounce back, becoming strong, healthy and lively after a storm. I have the capacity to wake up each morning like its okay. that i sustain my well being in the midst of everything. I'm strong as a rock!
Sometimes in the moment of self doubt I always don't see that as a bad thing, whats more important is how you get up each time you fall. work hard and make it successful. That it's okay to get hurt sometimes. because being hurt is sometimes our great teacher. Be creative and allow the abundance of the universe.
After being bent,Its never too late to be in our original form and be better, call it resilient, able to withstand. know the reason why you wake up each morning, find your (IKIGAI) from the Japanese word that means the reason why you wake up. My son is my IKIGAI, the reason why I'm still alive who I treasure in my heart. others it may be your friend, meeting for a common purpose. Friend Power is Stronger than Will Power.
I cant wait to see my son again, I'm dreaming for that day but for now I will continue what God wants me to do. That is to be better than I used to be. I'll continue and finish my studies, A business to build with my mom's help I called #ProjectHappiness very soon.
I did't stop wondering for what lies ahead. Wake up like its a new beginning. Its the wonders of wandering. lastly Lets all not forget to say our Thanks to God. because God only allows everything for a purpose not to hurt us but to make us better. If we just let him maneuver our lives and he will show you! That's the secret to a happy & fulfilling Life!
